The real me.

I'm Marissa. I'm extremely insecure. I'm trying to change that. I think this is my 8th relapse. I first started purging at 12. I got diagnosed with anorexia at 14.
In a way, I'm in a much better place than I was a few months ago. I am eating a little more, and I've been able to carry on with my life. But the way I think... It still hurts. I don't know what I want anymore.
Height: 5'3.5" CW: 96
~ Wednesday, October 5 ~
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anorexaurus:

Last I checked, boys don’t like fatasses.

anorexaurus:

Last I checked, boys don’t like fatasses.

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Tags: thin thinspo thinspiration ano ana skinny diet
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    I’m not one for people who wash over themselves like the waves in the sea, but a pleasantly plump lady is always...
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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMnjF1O4eH0 I’ll just leave this here
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    Yeah but no one like some one who doesn’t take care of themselves. Sure, love your body but don’t let yourself go.
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    WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH SOCIETY. THIS IS BEYOND FUCKED UP.
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    I like fat asses….
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    sometimes i’m partial to thinspo and sometimes i’m partial to fitspo. strange.
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    Not all girls are to be loved by boys. Some will be loved by girls, or non-gendered people, or people of all genders,...
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  34. misanthropicrats reblogged this from vampirefruitfly and added:
    ^ the above comment, exactly.
  35. vampirefruitfly reblogged this from victorian-witch and added:
    I’m pretty sure that “fatasses” here is a slur, not a typo of “fat asses.” I resent the implication that if I am not...
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    My husband loves my fat ass. Insecurity’s a bitch. Quit bringing others down to make yourself feel better.
  44. orderoftales reblogged this from starsinthegutter and added:
    All bodies are beautiful, thick and thin alike. And from where I’m standing, if any woman gets naked in from of me,...
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