The real me.

I'm Marissa. I'm extremely insecure. I'm trying to change that. I think this is my 8th relapse. I first started purging at 12. I got diagnosed with anorexia at 14.
In a way, I'm in a much better place than I was a few months ago. I am eating a little more, and I've been able to carry on with my life. But the way I think... It still hurts. I don't know what I want anymore.
Height: 5'3.5" CW: 102

~ Sunday, June 3 ~

That is like 5 actual servings of almond I’m not sure I’d recommend eating it all at once.

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Every morning

laviefragile:

Wake up

Immediately worry about my weight

go to the toilet

strip naked

get on the scale

get off the scale
get on the scale

get off the scale
get on the scale

get off the scale
get on the scale

get off the scale
get on the scale

get off the scale
get on the scale

get off the scale

feeling fat, gross, disgusting and disappointed no matter what the number is

get dressed

worry about my weight the following day

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bebjebenthe:

healthiie:

tyleroakley:

Love is beautiful.

omfg

omg i see myself do this but then im tumblring

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~ Saturday, June 2 ~

Stop making recovery about your body.

missmairaisabel:

recoverynervosa:

findingthinagain:

I see so many recovery blogs focusing so much on “Gotta meet my calorie goal to gain!” “Gotta do some yoga so I gain muscle, not fat!” “Gotta still be healthy!” “Gotta take measurements!” “Gotta weigh myself and see if I gained!”

That’s not recovery.

That’s obsessing over your body in a new way….

Preach.

THIS.